16 years. Our marriage can get its' driver's license!

A few weeks ago, Aleks walked in the door from a long day at work and into chaos. I had finished teaching, was cleaning out backpacks and lunch boxes, trying to get a handle on how the girls were doing, make sure the homework was finished, convince Maia to practice piano, and get dinner on the table.

Ruby was having a crises of some sort; it could have been about stresses at school or just that her shoes didn't feel right, really, either is feasible.

So Aleks walked in to this mess and without missing a beat, sat down and said "Ruby, I'd really like to help you figure this out. What can I do?"

That patience and kindness was the thing that hooked me when we first met in college almost 2 decades ago. And over the last 16 years, Aleks' best qaulities have just deepened and expanded into something beyond what I could have ever imagined.

I thought what I was getting from 22 year old Aleks was pretty good.

The gift that is my husband is so much more than I deserve.

16 years ago we moved into our first apartment.

Which had the infamous "shath" or "bower." The bathroom was built into the eave of the house and so stading in the shower was impossible. Also, any time the toilet ran, which it did about every 5 minutes, the water would turn into boiling, scalding torture.

Look at that cell phone on the kitchen counter. This was before Facebook and the iphone as we know it now.

He's still got those Chuck Taylors.

Marriage is a trip. I definitely don't have it all figured out, but I'm grateful to have a patient, honest man with me on the journey.

Look at those babies.

 Lucky. Grateful. Proud.

Happy anniversary Aleks. 

Here's to so many more years of adventure, laughter, and growth.

Nine is fine!

Ruby Ann was born at 10:25am after a planned c section. She wasn't getting enough oxygen and so stayed in the nursery with tubes in her nose for the first 8 hours of her life. They finally brought her to me that evening where she slept on my chest for the rest of our hospital stay.

She was an easy baby (compared to her sister who screamed at us non-stop for 8 months) and cut her first tooth at 17 months!

At 2 1/2 she realized the full potential of her power and decided to wage war with her parents on all matters related to sleeping and getting her way. 4 1/2 came and our sweet girl was returned. Her power remained undiminished, but she now had a greater understanding of self control and increased communication skills.

She continues to be sensitive and intuitive, feeling the emotions of those around her. She is opinionated about everything and is learning to handle disappointment in a healthy way. 

Things Ruby loves:

food

physical activity (she's good at almost anything she tries)

drinking coffee

fashion

doing "grownup things"

her dog

Things Ruby does and is great at, but sometimes feel like "work" to her:

piano

soccer

reading

A friend once told me that some children are like wildflowers and some are like orchids. Wildflowers thrive almost anywhere with very little tending while orchids have a reputation for being difficult to grow.

Ruby is my orchid. And here's the thing: orchid care isn't difficult, it's just different. And what a beautiful flower we have growing in our family.

Happiest of birthdays to you Ruby Ann. We love you.

Double Digits!

10 years ago today a very loud, dark haired baby made me a mom. 

It took 2 inductions (neither of which worked) and a c-section to get her into the world. If I had known that she would scream at me for the next 8 months, I would not have complained about her lateness.

It's so strange to remember what a difficult baby she was in the beginning. Everyone would tell me to feed her more, or co-sleep, or sleep train, or give her a bottle, or just let her nurse all day long. They didn't understand that she a) didn't sleep and b) she liked to scream. Some call it colic. Whatever it was, it wasn't fun.

But then, she said her first word at 6 months; pointed at the duck on Aleks' shirt and said "duck." 

And weaned herself at eight months (oh, hello Ruby). 

And then we had another baby in the house (one that actually slept and behaved like a normal newborn) and Maia was a non-stop chatter bug, having given up the screams for an extensive vocabulary.

Ten years ago.

Man, how is it that I'm still 27 and have a 10 year old?

(ok, maybe she did sleep a little bit)

Obviously, I don't know differently, but that challenging beginning as a parent, that baptism by fire, was probably just what I needed. A full immersion experience/life is turned upside down/you'll function on 4 hours of sleep a night for 8 months/nothing like what you expected start to parenthood.

Oh, but the young lady my daughter is becomming- it's a beautiful thing to watch.

My 10 year old girl still talks up a storm. She is constantly using words she's read in books, but doesn't quite know how to pronounce. And speaking of books, she told me she's read all the books in her school's library.

She is weird, in the best possible way. 

Earnest and ethical.

Kind. Thoughtful. Has a great sense of humor.

She experiences life with all her senses. Her room looks like a bomb went off and yet she knows where each earring back/rock/bookmark is located.

She brings light to our family.

Happy birthday, my dearest. Those first 8 months were so worth it.

5 Tips for a successful audition

Audition season is upon us! Josh and I thought we'd share with you some tips on how to have a successful MTWichita Teen Choir audition.

Since we work directly with MTWichita, this post is geared toward that specific audition. However, these tips are applicable to most music theater auditions and we hope you find them helpful!

(A short note: Following all these tips does not necessarily mean you'll get selected. However, you will have a successful audition, meaning: you've prepared everything you can control and demonstrated your abilites and who you are with confidence.)

Since we get asked about numbers frequently: Last year about 160 teens signed up to audition and 102 were selected for teen choir.

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First things first: READ ALL THE INFORMATION online and provided to you before calling, emailing, or asking questions. Almost always, the answers are there if you take the time to read the information that was given in the first place.

1. Audition material: song
MTWichita's website states: "Teens should have a cutting of a song prepared for their singing audition time that is around one minute in length."

If you are auditioning with hopes of being cast as a teen in one of the shows as well as being considered for teen choir, it is a great idea to sing a song in the style of one of the shows or by the same composer. It is also a good idea to have a second, contrasting option in the event the panel would like to hear a second selection. Each song cutting should not exceed one minute.

Some thoughts about cuts: Make sure they make sense textually and musically. Cuts should be clearly marked on the music you hand your accompanist. The music you hand your accompanist should be in the correct key, clean (no extra markings, tears, wrinkles, etc.), double sided, and in a three ring binder. Some auditionees like to put their music into plastic sleeves; this is a great option.

Come to your singing audition looking like a teenager and your age. There is no set dress code, but wear something that helps you feel confident and professional.

2. Audition material: dance
Some of you are accomplished dancers and know what to expect from a dance call. For some of you, this is brand new. Regradless of your experience, it is important to approach the dance call with a mindset geared toward learning. No one will be able to do the dance combination perfectly. The audition is really about seeing you progress, try, and not give up. Never walk off the dance floor. Even though you are trying to pick up on the combination and remembering what comes next, your face needs to be telling the story and performing.

Come to your dance audition looking your age. You should wear something form fitting that you can move in. Baggy or very loose clothing obscures your lines and technique, both of which are important to see. Definitely wear shoes you can move in and if you have jazz shoes, those are best.

3. Printed materials
Again, be sure you've read all the posted information online and have printed out the correct forms. Fill them out completely and cleanly. If you don't have a lot of experience, that's fine! Just use the provided audition form to list that experience and attach a headshot.

If you have more experience and want to include a seperate resume, that's great, too. There are lots of templates for professional looking resumes. If you're not sure about how to format yours, ask your teachers (voice/drama/dance), do some research online, and compare with your friends.

Your headshot should look like you on a good day. No glamour shots! (I think I just aged myself) If you don't have a professional headshot, don't stress out. Often a school picture will work fine. Or with a little online research, a photo taken with a cell phone can work as well. Again, your teachers, friends, and the internet are great resources for this.

4. Practice the things that you can control
You have absolutely no control over the casting decisions.

You do have control over the level of preperation of your songs, what you wear, how you slept the night before, your level of hydration, how you will communicate to the pianist your tempos and cuts, and most importantly, your attitude. Isn't that cool?! All those things can be practiced and performed in a mindful way.

In the weeks leading up to your audition, be sure that you are singing your songs in front of people and with different accompanists. The more you are able to put yourself into a mock audition situation, the more comfortable you will feel when it counts.

5. Audition Day
There's a saying in show business: 10 minutes early is on time and on time is late. Be sure you arrive early to your audition in order to check in, gather yourself, and breathe before your audition time.

Treat all the room monitors/check-in people (who are volunteering their time) kindly and respectfully. They are your first allies and will be able to help with any questions.

The hardest and most important thing to remember is this: be yourself. The people in the room want to like you and enjoy what you have to offer. They are rooting for you from the moment you sign up for an audition time. Try to enjoy yourself and let them know who you are through your song and dance.

We hope this helps and inspires you to head into audition season with enthusiasm and confidence!